Consultation Days...

Didn't blog yesterday or earlier today simply bcos I was playing Heroes V the whole time...

Yesterday's chinese paper was pretty ok. Wrote an argumentative essay on gambling and paper 2 was on , and . The 3rd one was very interesting, u all really should read it. Then, went for lunch b4 going 4 a walk in PS with SJI pple.

3 days of consultation commences today... Proper revision for Chem will start tmr... Hopefully can finish it within 3 days... but no one here to study with...

Also, it's the last episode for Ouran Koukou Host Club!!! : ( Hope that someday series 2 will come out!

Btw, seeing me online on MSN doesnt mean i'm in front of the com screen, i may be doing other things like playing com... but i'll reply asap...

Will blog more after promo... but will still put up short posts after each paper...

What's going to come will come eventually, it's all up to you whether choose to accept it or reject it. As long as you are alright with that decision, and not regret it...

Start of promos...

Just to write a short post...

Today was GP paper. At least paper 1 came out something which I am more familiar about. I wrote on " Should cigarettes and smoking be completely banned in Singapore?" btw. Paper 2 (on drug legalisation) was quite a disaster. Hard to find pts for summary, AQ wasn't as easy as I wanted it to be...

Tmr is chinese, so it shouldn't be too hard. Nevertheless, study hard and gd luck to those having promos.
(I found this on someone's blog: Mug is for noobs, pros study :P)

Told u it's short, didn't I?

Before promo starts...

Didn't have any time to blog for almost 2 weeks, was doing tutorials and PW every day late into the night... feeling very tired in school nowadays...

Last PE lesson today before Promos next week... and of all the games we just had to play soccer...
Never liked soccer... always will get injured some way or another when I play soccer, this time got hit right at that pt... then got hit in the face by the ball... kurushii...

Really pity the physics lecturer in the advance group... He only had 7 students to lecture yesterday, 6 for today and the rest simply went for revision at the normal lecture group. Still learned a lot though, on electromagnetism and AC, doubt he will repeat the lecture for those absent though... Not sure if i want to go for a second H3 in physics(NTU). Not likely though. 1stly, my timetable wouldnt be able to fit in; 2ndly, not really interested in the topics going to be taught; 3rdly, though its not very far(just at NJC/HCI), but I am simply lazy to fill in the application form just to travel there for 1hr of lesson.

On a happier note, i finally passed GP AQ for the first time, getting 6/8. Hope promo GP wouldnt be very difficult.
Managed to settle down and study chem seriously for the past few days... hope i can finish studying all the chem and econs topic contents in time...

Next monday is GP, tues is Chinese, weds,thurs and fri are consultation days{in other words, holidays}, maybe i should plan out what to study during that period... probably study in a group, else i will get all distracted by staying at home alone the whole day...

Getting sleepy... last day of school tmr before promo starts... need to turn in already... oyasumi...

Happy Birthday to Me!

Oh well, another day has passed and I absolutely refused to do anything cos it's my birthday today, though I still have 2 Physics, 2 Chem tutorial and 1 Eng compre waiting for me to finish...

Surprisingly, the first birthday greeting I received was from Jason (no ill intention here). Throughout the whole day, I recieved birthday messages(chronologically) from Jason, Mei Lin, Shi En, Pei Wei, Elissa and Jeremy Chan(6 only, if u can count). Only one wasn't in message form, who called me to wish me happy birthday, and I have to thank him for calling me even though he was busy. Of course, I must also have to say a big thank you to all who remembered this one-in-a-year special day for me and gave their best wishes.

Have to say that this is like the 4th consecutive year where my birthday falls during the Sept hols, so can't really expect much(high hopes= high disappointment). Also, this is the probably my first birthday spent without a proper birthday cake(at least 1kg), guess I don't really need one since there is like only 3 person at home(can't finish the cake) and I'm already 17. One more year to enjoy before the A-lvl+NS-dread comes...

Like all other days, this day is coming to an end, probably the most inproductive of the whole Sept hols...

Another day passed...

Nothing much happen today actually...

Had GP lecture from 9am for 2.5 hrs b4 going for class lunch at broadway... when leaving saw Shi Wei's class coming for lunch at the same place when Econs lecture is due to start in 20 mins. Being one of the first few who got into the CC for Econs lecture, we were also the first few to realize and feel the wrath of heat in side a CC without air-con. Totally terrible and stuffy. Econs lecture was delayed slightly bcos of that, as the teachers were finding a way to turn on the air-con.

Couldnt find anything to do after the lectures, I went home straight away and reached home in less than 45min. Judging from what I see, I can deduce that nearly no one except Meilin remembered. What do u expect from busy pple in the cities nowadays? Afterall, that's what service like Friendster and Ringo are for.

Finishing up my maths hols hw(128 qns, nice number 2^7) at last...

Home Alone...

Haven't post for a long time bcos past few days have been pretty uneventful...

Just realized that my pre-paid card had zero value last Thur, so I finally topped-up my card on Fri first time in six months since I got my first hp.
Went shopping with my mother on Sat, found another pair of shoes which I like but it was very expensive.
On Sunday, went to my cousin's house and played Heroes V for nearly the whole day.
Monday was a tidy-up day for tidying my room, files, bags, etc, only got started with hols hw that night 9pm.

Have been staying in the house for most of the day since Monday. 22 hrs out of 24 hrs in a day, I am in my own room either doing hw, watching anime or sleeping. 1 hr is for going out to have lunch. Another hr for eating dinner in the living room+toilet breaks+bathing. Basically, I've been like locking myself in my room for the past few days, including today. What could happen if a person is alone in the house for 4 consecutive days -- basically nothing, except for a call from Kent. That's why I said that the past few days are uneventful and I didn't feel like blogging for so long.

There is GP and Econs make-up lesson tmr. Hope it will be a more interesting day tmr.

Yesterday, I found this song which I really liked and I have been searching for it for some time. Btw, it's the song that was played near the ending of "The End of Evangelion". Here's the lyrics of that song:

Komm Susser Tod

I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could live for no one else
But now through all the hurt and pain
it's time for me to respect
the ones you love mean more than anything

So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all and leave forever
what's done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again, my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
can't live without the trust from those you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love and pride
because of that it's killin' me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

In my heart of hearts,
I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything, everything
everything that matters to me,
matters in this world

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love and pride
because of that it's killin' me inside

It all returns to nothing, it just keeps
tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

It all returns to nothing, it just keeps
tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down, letting me down