Home Alone...

Haven't post for a long time bcos past few days have been pretty uneventful...

Just realized that my pre-paid card had zero value last Thur, so I finally topped-up my card on Fri first time in six months since I got my first hp.
Went shopping with my mother on Sat, found another pair of shoes which I like but it was very expensive.
On Sunday, went to my cousin's house and played Heroes V for nearly the whole day.
Monday was a tidy-up day for tidying my room, files, bags, etc, only got started with hols hw that night 9pm.

Have been staying in the house for most of the day since Monday. 22 hrs out of 24 hrs in a day, I am in my own room either doing hw, watching anime or sleeping. 1 hr is for going out to have lunch. Another hr for eating dinner in the living room+toilet breaks+bathing. Basically, I've been like locking myself in my room for the past few days, including today. What could happen if a person is alone in the house for 4 consecutive days -- basically nothing, except for a call from Kent. That's why I said that the past few days are uneventful and I didn't feel like blogging for so long.

There is GP and Econs make-up lesson tmr. Hope it will be a more interesting day tmr.

Yesterday, I found this song which I really liked and I have been searching for it for some time. Btw, it's the song that was played near the ending of "The End of Evangelion". Here's the lyrics of that song:

Komm Susser Tod

I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could live for no one else
But now through all the hurt and pain
it's time for me to respect
the ones you love mean more than anything

So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all and leave forever
what's done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again, my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
can't live without the trust from those you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love and pride
because of that it's killin' me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

In my heart of hearts,
I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything, everything
everything that matters to me,
matters in this world

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love and pride
because of that it's killin' me inside

It all returns to nothing, it just keeps
tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

It all returns to nothing, it just keeps
tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down, letting me down